I Tried

“You’re going to bed?” Dave said, moments after I stood and announced a general goodnight to the room. “Before your daughter?” he added, incredulously.

Yes. Before my daughter. She’s a maniac—wakes up before me and, if allowed, would go to sleep after me. Plus, my eyes are still watery, my body is fully in vacation mode, and I told my readers I’d carve out more space for writing tonight—something that, at 8:33 p.m., I had yet to do.

And although A Christmas Story was somehow more entertaining than it’s been in all previous years, I bid my family adieu.

To go downstairs, tuck myself out of sight, and let the evening dissolve into quiet, unproductive scrolling—just long enough to convince myself I tried.

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