Jaclynn Loibl

Rainbow Connection: A Poem

I ride the heavy differently each day. A lighter version, a snack bite, feeling closer to free. To be me. Then the others, are like a void without end, an ex-friend, whose touch is cold. I enfold like an accordion slinking down the stairs, no repairs, please go away. What a day. I’ll be here.Continue reading “Rainbow Connection: A Poem”

Mr. Sandman

Such significant experiences unfolded during my therapy sessions today. From grappling with suicidal thoughts to battling an extreme eating disorder, and even witnessing inaction in reporting child abuse, the gravity of these situations weighs heavily on my mind even during my off hours. As I reflect on the precious 55 minutes we shared, thoughts raceContinue reading “Mr. Sandman”

Dark Night Of The Soul

Leaving the world a little better off than I found it is what gives my life meaning. However, there’s a part of me that tends to shut out people when they’ve hurt me, and even though I understand the importance of this action, it also shuts out the potential to provide redemption or forgiveness toContinue reading “Dark Night Of The Soul”

Get Up, Stand Up

My mind is brimming with ideas inspired by Viktor Frankl, a psychiatrist who survived Auschwitz and shared his profound realization: finding meaning in our suffering. In my view, “Man’s Search for Meaning” is a psychological bible that can guide us through even the most harrowing human conditions. I don’t aim to compare my experiences withContinue reading “Get Up, Stand Up”

Oddities And Curiosities

As I relax in the hammock at our cabin, I take a break to indulge in my favorite pastime—writing. To my left, I am surrounded by dark green fronds of ferns spread out like feathers. One particular tree catches my attention; instead of a traditional trunk are tens of branches adorned with a velvety, green,Continue reading “Oddities And Curiosities”

The Gift Of Therapy

Recently, I reached a new level of mastery in expressing my needs. The feeling of accomplishment had me metaphorically walking with my head held high, twirling my cane in circles, and gracefully striding into the sunset. It’s a euphoric afterglow that fills me with confidence that will lead me to witness even more breathtaking sunsets.Continue reading “The Gift Of Therapy”

Reporting Abuse 101

I understand my client feared taking that step in session today. However, without taking action, we risked being complicit in perpetuating abuse. As per the requirements of my license, I am obligated to report any neglect or abuse of vulnerable individuals, such as the elderly, disabled, or those under 18, to the appropriate authority. IContinue reading “Reporting Abuse 101”

Saying Goodbye To Therapy

A client said to me earlier, “I feel like I’m breaking up with you.” I reassured them that such feelings are natural. The journey from relying on support to attaining the necessary tools to navigate life independently is significant and important. One of the most rewarding aspects of my work are success sessions, especially withContinue reading “Saying Goodbye To Therapy”

Unforgettable

Without you, there’d be no me; is this why I can’t forget?

This Magic Moment

I’ve discovered that when I face my fears head-on, a sense of relief washes over me. It reminds me of lyrics of a Pearl Jam song, “What you fear the most will meet you halfway.” Confronting my concerns about time slipping away in yesterday’s post, has led me to feeling tranquil. Something about acknowledging time’sContinue reading “This Magic Moment”