Shattering A Illusion (Book Part 36)

Previous I’m often assaulted by my own physiology. The external world is my puppet master — its thick, hairy hand pulling at my strings as I move, speak, perform. Then, after, I scurry off behind the curtain, hyperventilating backstage with my head between my legs, the crumpled brown paper bag rapidly filling and emptying. TheContinue reading “Shattering A Illusion (Book Part 36)”

Bunkering For Fall

I’m picking up my crystal ball, looking at a past moment, and my body’s showing the score. A quickness in my chest, the image shows me scrambling—talking at rather than to the person. The discomfort, the awkwardness, and knowing the conclusion ends in failure—it’s intentionally fine-tooth-combing this memory for the exact guardrails that will keepContinue reading “Bunkering For Fall”

Supernatural Design

When there’s no one else around, I perform supernatural acts. Never when they’re watching—always right after their head turns. Earlier, I tipped the mustard spice out of the cabinet. As gravity swept it down, the floor, its inevitable next stop, my Miyagi-catching-a-fly-with-chopsticks reflexes kicked in. I nabbed it midair. Had I a Super Bowl–sized audience,Continue reading “Supernatural Design”

Starter Underwold

I’m as close to being a drug dealer as I’ve ever been. At approximately 8:03 p.m. EST, headlights flooded the driveway, and I handed the goods over. Down the steps, barefoot across the sidewalk, they were passed through an automatically lowered passenger window. Few words, no more than thirty seconds, and the headlights turned andContinue reading “Starter Underwold”