Winters snail slow pace is quickening, and soon we’ll all be peeking our cute wet noses out of hibernation. Before sun up, a Northern Flicker jackhammered the shingles outside my bedroom window. Those spotted pastel-breasted dumb dumbs are territorial, so they return to the same spot each year. Yep, I awoke to this rapid peckingContinue reading “Rain Rain Come Again”
Category Archives: Writings
Somewhere With You
I make up weird stories in my head. Conspiratorial ones where interactions replay and rigid fingers thrust into my chest demanding, “WHY!?” No matter how hard I try, no matter what I do I will never be good enough. A tough session clipped my wings. I tried to bring the rudder up while frantically pushingContinue reading “Somewhere With You”
Climbing A Wonderwall
In my life, rarely do I have a close call. I’m calculated. I see all outcomes. Ain’t nothing sneaking up on me. A broad-winged seagull swooped down for food in the Fred Meyer parking lot just as a goatee’d gentleman punched the gas pedal of his Subaru. The man’s arms suddenly raised as if contestingContinue reading “Climbing A Wonderwall”
The Daily Page
She knows what she needs but hasn’t known if she can trust me. After months of working together, the missing pieces fall onto the floor of my office; the encyclopedic list of betrayals that blocked her from healing lay at my feet. On lunch break and needing gas, It’s all a game of monopoly, IContinue reading “The Daily Page”
Death Becomes Us
A bee-hive sensation swarms my chest, and I wish to swat it away. I’m scared I’m missing something in a young client’s eating disorder diagnosis. It feels – rather is – excessive, and the more I learn about the specialist’s treatment approach I doubt it’s what the client’s needing. The judgment call is mine inContinue reading “Death Becomes Us”
Stitchin’: A Poem
As if suspended in the air by a director’s “Cut!” are the balls you’ve been juggling. Far too many, you’re trailing; never once will you taste the carrot. Defeat. Rinse repeat. A ten-stack of bricks lay on your chest each morning. A deja vu that won’t quit – you sit – in its unshakable daze.Continue reading “Stitchin’: A Poem”
Rubber Baby Buggy Bumpers
You gotta love poorly translated board game instructions: “Let the baby guess you shoot the color in the checkerboard position, and deepens in the game to the color position distinguishes the ability, inspires baby’s thought space.” The game makers failed miserably at telling players to match the colors of one end of a hidden woodenContinue reading “Rubber Baby Buggy Bumpers”
Key To The City
My husband listens to podcasts at 1.5x speed. I don’t like it. WhenthespacesbetweenwordsleaveIspeedup. Yet, as I reflect on my day, I realize I often split my attention and anticipate what’s coming next. My first instinct is that I shouldn’t do that and should always have my nose pressed up against the present’s glass. But whatContinue reading “Key To The City”
A Buffalo’s Melody
Slow your pace, pump the brakes, and prepare for a smooth, bump-free landing. Scan the day and feel your way to a place you can finally call home. Then roam and sway as bison play while the great spirit moves us. Face your fear and take the leap; for it’s not courage that makes youContinue reading “A Buffalo’s Melody”
A Journey to Self-Love: A Letter
I am elevating a voice I hope reaches the tiptops of mountains and the sea’s murkiest depths. Love, Jaclynn I love you! ❤️ You are one of my dearest friends, and I hope you stay that way for years and years to come. I cherish our relationship and the conversations we have. If it’s okay,Continue reading “A Journey to Self-Love: A Letter”